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There was an awesome storm tonight..It rocked my socks..Wish it would had lasted just a little bit longer. But the energy from it was awesome..STorms amke me happy. They are my sign that things are going to be ok or that good things are comming my way. Which is good cause I am about to try to get a new place that is amazing. I'm hoping that I get it..



Other than that, I am jammin to some oldies. Just enjoying the night. Taking it eazy. I might light some candles and insense turn on the lava lamp and just let the night breeze through..I have a show tomorrow which should be good. I am glad that I am relaxed.



Talking to some people would be nice as well..But I will see..

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Oceanne
06:56 Jun 28 2008

They most certainly are.;)

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xXSeductiveXLustXx
23:07 Jul 08 2008

I have many hopes for you...I miss you:(

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I dont reall know what I am writing for or about..I suppose this will just be a jumble of thoughts..



I have been on this site a few days shy of 2 years now. My life has changed in so many ways even I at times think its a dream..



I have loved, lost, and gained so much since being here. On this site and off..



Hard to imagine that so much can happen in 2 years..Life changing things..All the thoughts I have had and secrets I have kept. All my feelings and actions all a mess..All of what to seems to be a story.



BUt I have enjoyed my time here..I have made a few great friends and some ok friends here and there. I have lost a few. Had some great convos and such..



I think of some of my favorite people to talk to that i met here..Some have left the site, and some I don't hear from anymore.



One in paticular comes to mind. At times she seemed to be more than just a friend. Someone I would share things with that I was keeping in from others..Someone I thought highly of. Still do. A very pretty person..Inside and out..But the flesh is not what held my attention it was the conversations. The mind of this person. At times she seemed like a lover in a sense. A fantasy in my head at times. For wat reason I have no idea..I suppose it was all the time spent getting to know his person and the things we shared. But despite her looks and beauty and her being wise I miss her time and companionship most. Just knowing that this person listened..I have no clue why I am writing this as I said..It just came to mind..BUt I think I'm tapped on this subject..It's all but a dream..A fake reality a drift at sea like a lost boat going nowhere...

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MystressDarkAngel
09:00 Jun 25 2008

:) and :( (because you lost a person dear to you)

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xXSeductiveXLustXx
10:04 Jun 25 2008

Yes, life brings many trials eh?...you've come a long way...learned so much, you will continue to grow...keep your head up:)*hugs*...

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Harpia
17:32 Jul 19 2008

Some dreams are beatiful my dear dear friend... Sometimes I do prefer to live into a fake reality as well, instead of facing real life... Sometimes we are just boats adrift in the huge ocean of our own thoughts... Its ok. Its a time to grow, not to feel lost nor alone. It might be not easy. I know.

But thats the way it is...

♥



PS: *missing you so much*

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